I guess...

Pfff!

I wish I could have more mentions on twitter, or a couple of notifications on facebook...

Sometimes I feel a little pathetic when I don´t get into facebook for like 3 days and when I go back again, I find no notifications at all...
Considering that I have 375 friends in facebook and 62 followers in twitter, that´s just lame...
I guess I just want a little recognition...

Sometimes I dream of being a succesfull actress or an admired star.
In some of those dreams I imagine how would be being a star, being known and admired, how it´ll be to have a lot of people that would do anything to know you, to be your friend, people that would do anything to like you, and that would try anything to be like you, cus they admire you, they idolize you...
Cuz you are beautifull, sexy, pretty, hot, confident, rich, famous, succesfull... Cus you just shine any were you go... and that in the moment you enter the room, people just turn over and watch you, because they can´t help it... You are unique and georgeous...

Yeah...

But then I realize I´m just an average girl, that doesn´t even receive a goodbye kiss from the boy she likes.. Or even a sing in my facebook wall for my birthday from him...

Arrgh!!

It´s so fucking crappy being invisible... being a zero
I so fucking hate it!!! Crap!!! Shiit!!! Fuuuck!!

Ok ok.. I think I took it too far...

The only thing that keeps me going it the hope that some day, something like that would happen... I´m not asking for someting exactly like that, but I just want a little recognition.. a little acceptance... a little admire...

"The Love Cleanse"

Me encontré esto en twitter.. me encantó, espero ponerlo en práctica :D

This “Love Cleanse”... wich consists of:

 1) No dating

2) No flirting (which obviously includes giving out the digits, initiating conversation with a boy you happen to find attractive, etc.)

3) No kissing (or any other physical activity, for that matter)

4) No obsessing, ruminating, cyber stalking, and no mentally or physically engaging with anyone with whom you have a history of drama or are seeking to break free from.

5) Increasing physical activity. Mastin’s recommendation is yoga. While I have never tried yoga before, I am excited to say I will be attending my first “Hot Yoga” class in the next few days.

6) Living healthy – Thankfully, because of my awesome sponsors at Nutrisystem, I have the eating healthy in the bag. Think fresh veggies, lots of fruit, plenty of water…and it is also strongly recommended that you try organic, less processed foods. Also – make sure you get PLENTY of rest.

7) Journal your experience, every morning and every night. It will give you an excellent point of reference at the end of your cleanse to go back and see how you grew and progressed and even healed throughout the process.

.. Just like getting a facial in your heart... :P

Keep in mind: You should NEVER do a Love Cleanse with the intent of getting someone’s attention or attracting the opposite sex. If you do, you are missing the point. This is about YOU and your emotional health. Take men out of the equation and focus on healing and restoring your heart to mint condition. After all, haven’t you let that other person have ownership of the pieces of your heart for too long? Isn’t it time to take back your power? A broken heart is a GREAT place to start, because you get to start from scratch and build on a foundation of strength and clarity and forgiveness, rather than attempting to reconstruct the new you from shards of the old you. Let the old you be washed away, because the new you is here to stay!

Hoy voy a cambiaaaarr ♫♫

Es un hecho, mañana empieza una nueva yo... o mas bien, dicho, mañana retomo una vieja yo que he tenido olvidada durante un buen tiempo.
Mañana regreso yo, pero es una yo recargada y mas madura.
Creo que voy a tomar las mejores cosas de mi pasado, y mejorarlas, agregar mas cosas buenas. Quiero dejarme de quejas y lloriqueos... Ya, es hora, tengo 20 años, y creo que en unos meses, se acerca un gran cambio a mi vida, tengo que irme preparando para ello, ir cambiando desde ahora, para así recibir ese cambio aun mas grande a final de este año. No hay vuelta atras. A final de año me espera un parteaguas en mi vida, va a haber un antes y un despues. Me esperan muchas oportunidades despues de este diciembre, y no las voy a desaprovechar. ME empiezo a preparar a recibirlo a partir de mañana... aunque en el fondo, creo que me he estado preparando toda mi vida...

Solo quería dejarlo por escrito... Mañana empieza mi cambio.. Podemos decir que es un PreCambio, preparandome para el cambio aun mayor dentro de un par de meses...